God's favourite movie

y is it that man got to know how to speak and not other animals. y is it that he was chosen to own the world, to run to , to ruin it? is it that man is God?
y is it that time, the onli thing that truly immutable, and unchallengable, chose man to make ol his decisions, and of others. to have the power, to, upon
his wish, gift death to someone, and olso, to have the power to delay it.y is it , that nature, the onli thing truly beautiful, chose man to destroy it
wherever and whenever he wished to , and to create it wherever and whenever he wished? y is that earth chose man to have the ablility to reach out to both of
its ends on the same day,without even needing to spread his wings.is man, God? or is God a man? who just enjoys watching his likes doing his work for him?
if ol religions have the same sayings, and ol say that der is infact onli one God, then y is it that God needed to create so many of dem? does he
enjoy to watch humans shedding blood over wich one is better? and doesnt that thought bear an uncanny resemblance to the concept of soccer?
y is it that god have to make so much of pain in this world? wat was the need for it? wud it realli be a bad idea if der was onli happiness? wud it realli be a bad idea if nobody got to know wt miseries are?.... or is it that this this whole world is one big movie for god? that is the onli way that ol of this can make sense, coz aftr ol, nobody likes to see a movie where evrything goes ryt. Something has to go wrong in the movie... people have to die, someone has to loose love...someone has to suffer, onli den does the hero get the chance of becoming a hero.and onli den does the audience have a reason to stick till the end, when evrything gets olryt. are humans the props who go thru ol the misery, so that one fine day God, gets a chance to become the 'Hero' and get us ol out of it?....is it realli worth for us to stick around , in this movie, to find out what happens at the end? how the 'savior' salvates us?.... do v realli have an option...?....

To write or not to write

I dont know if i shud be writin or not. I dont feel the need to express my feelings to anybody, i never found nybdy hu wud be worth makin dt effort for. but i dunno y i do wanna write. i just want to. so i guess im gonna.